Rest in Peace Ben Raemers
Nobody is prepared to write things like these. Ben Raemers took his life over the weekend. Words can’t describe the pain and hurt in my heart right now thinking of his poor soul and the burden he must’ve carried deep within. On the outside, Ben was such a happy-go-lucky guy who would share everything he had with his mates. To best describe him would be to say he was a puppy dog—bundles of energy mixed with dumb curiosity tangled within a body with absolutely no coordination. Every day was an adventure. Every experience, no matter what it was, was the best thing he had ever done. He had this aura about him and he left an impact on every single person he met. I loved Ben like only an older brother could—being disappointed with him at him at times, and so, so proud of him at others. I have this overwhelming feeling of guilt for not seeing the signs. I’m devastated he never reached out for help, but mostly I’m angry I’ll never see my little buddy again. Ben will forever live on in my heart as that naive puppy dog running around happily exploring the world. He will forever be young. Your friends will always love you and miss you, Ben. —Louie Barletta
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3/18/2024
The "FhortyS" Video
Our old friends from the Tiltmode camp and San Jose scene are back for a curb journey featuring Jon Choi, Matt Evs and more before a surprise part from the late great Ben Raemers. -
2/12/2024
Caswell Berry: On Hot Tubs and Hot Mops
Caswell’s been killing it for decades. Currently splitting his time between the streets and a full-time job, read up on his life after booze, regaining his confidence and what the hell happened at Muni. -
9/19/2022
Fred Gall for Ben Raemers Foundation
Fred opens up about some of his struggles in this powerful piece for The Ben Raemers Foundation. -
11/08/2021
Vice's "Skating and Talking" Ben Raemers Video
Vice tells Ben's story through touching interviews with his family and friends. -
7/22/2020
BLK.MARK's "Disorder" Video
This all-terrain crusade goes from Spain to France and beyond with double-set destruction and idyllic DIY sessions. Nassim Lachaub, Doobie, Eniz, Harry Lintell and their crew own the streets while one of the last glorious inverts from Ben Raemers rounds out the edit perfectly. Appreciate the project and grab a zine.